What is that which pulls me back !

Right from childhood, humans grow up looking into the mirror with lot of confidence that I can achieve everything and anything by building a card castle in which every card picked up is equal to Trust, belief, faith, credence, determination, positiveness, self-confidence.

Years passed, shifted from childhood to teenage, insecurities heaped inside heart that made the brain to sense numbness like reading empty white paper book.

All the cards in the card castle are restored with skepticism, doubt, fear, disbelief, denial, negativity, unsureness, bullies which shook the card castle with the wind of uncertainty and disintegrated the card castle into crumbles.

This situation can be mold into either of these ways, either sit and crib about the crumbs or consider it’s as new canvas where enormous card castle can be built upon it with deck of cards which consists of same cards “King of hearts”. 

Be a king who never gives up, with passion and love towards everything you do❤️.

Woman 

I really salute and thank the women out there! 
Being women is not a easy task, they’re the most delicate things on Earth with at-most patience. They’re soft as velvet and rough as Nettle leaf sometimes.

Right from puberty to maternity they only have pain, Yet they live up their life with a smiling face just like the saying “A Woman’s heart is deep ocean of secrets”.

Also it reminds me of one of situation which a women had undergone, during her 6th or 7th month of pregnancy. She had a complication, “pre-mature” birth. If the baby comes out they can’t have him :( . 

This situation filled the mothers and father heart with fear, sadness and more belief towards God. 
She was bedridden for several days with her legs hung up and head on the floor so that the baby will come out only during the right time this was their only solution. 

She continued doing it for several days and finally the day has come and they we’re blessed with a strong and healthy baby boy :). Till today they mention that it’s because of Mother Mary their son is safe. But I believe that its due to her strong will power, her family support and her unconditional love towards her son. This lady is not some X person, she is none other than my Pedamma (aunty). 

What I keep telling myself is you don’t have to thank them only during women’s day or mother day. Rather Recognize, appreciate and be with them on a daily basis with love, care, affection and gratitude.

A woman is the strongest support for any man, just  like the game of chess the queen  protects the king.

Happy International women’s day !