#Confused

I don’t know where am I ?

My fixation towards you is dragging me into “nowhere”, CONFUSED ?? exactly into a confused state “now here” or “no where”.

I collate my life to a hourglass, every grain of sand is compared to a second which is live with you.

At first I was worried that the hourglass upper bulb will become empty soon only when I’ve noticed every grain of sand is pulled into lower bulb due to the law of gravity.

This agony wanted me to acquire superpower to defy gravity and redirect the grains into upper bulb of the hourglass but I somehow realized that the moments which I had with you will become void if I undo the past.

The moment when I’m wrapped around with your warm hug. If feel empty, the emptiness feel we get after conquering everything in the world and nothing left nothing to achieve.

Maybe due to that I’ve started believing “live in the moment” and I had to let go off the grains.

You’ve become the protagonist in my life and my obsession towards you is making me to do everything and anything to have you in my life.

You’ve become my only resort and my final destination.

I see right through you and decipher everything about you, yet I feel dumb.

Every gesture you do make my heart pump to its soaring limit throwing me into the state of bygone.

As I told, my obsession of mine had changed my destination and my obsession is your love. 

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