Stoned

Getting stoned, is this feel the best feel or make you feel better? Maybe !

Why do I ever want to get stoned?

My friend once told me, I always want to get out of my rage which I have towards world not specifically towards the world but the people whom I get to meet there, the people whom i consider them as mine hit me, hit me badly that I can’t imagine!

Stoned is the feeling where i get to let go all my rage? Did I?

Yes ! No ! Maybe ? I’m CONFUSED!!

Yes, I do! I get to forget them, but the rage will alter for a while but I’m still the same later on.

Sometimes, I feel to quit but the feel which I go through, rage free is always something I always wanted it.

But I can’t!

But still I want to get stoned!!

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Why is that I can’t reach you?

Entire universe is pushing me towards you and why, I don’t realize that it’s you?

Due to my ignorance or I’m still stuck in a illusion that it’s a dream.

There is always a thin line of difference between you and me, maybe the boundaries you set yourself around you like a rose surrounded by thorns or I’m wandering in aimless journey even though I’m aware that my destination is you!

Hopefully I’ll find the star which will guide me to my treasure!

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Hugo and alita!

Cry alita, cry as much you can!

The moment you had to let go his hand, tears are shedding out from your eyes and all your pain is visible as your love of your life is going to become memory which you can neither accept nor forget.

It always reminds me this phrase “I’d give you my heart, you take it”! This shows how much you’ve loved and fallen for Hugo, he might be one in this world but for that one(alita) he is everything.

Though you are a cyborg but your love towards Hugo is no less than a human being because your heart is strongest and purest.

You’ve made Chiren to realise that she is a mother and turned a selfish creature like her to human.

Alita, you know Don’t trust anyone as people do terrible things to each other here in any means love, manipulation as everyone around are rogue and not as pure as you because you are as strong as a diamond or a strongest warrior which no one had witnessed till today and have a heart of a angel!

Allita, when Hugo asked you If you could just tell me what those eyes have seen? Your answer was I don’t remember any. But in the end all you can remember is Hugo and his feel when you were rebuild by berserker suit which is so texture sensitive that you can never forget his feel.

Alita, you’ll never be forgotten! Hiding your tears may make you stronger as you’re a warrior but i still remember the same old innocent 300 years old joyful teenage girls face.

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I could say it's all about Expectations!

Any relationship should adhere certain rules except with your parents and should always acknowledge their deeds!

As your partner always expects to be acknowledged for the things they've done for you.

Things not to be done if your in a relationship, never ever think your supreme authority unless your partner is solely thinks in that way about you. 

If one person acknowledges you in that way that doesn't mean that you tend to tag yourself with that supremacy which literally makes you a fool sitting on a ignorance throne and start ruling from there with that narcissist crown on your head expecting everyone to behave like that 😂😂.

If you still don't know what went wrong then read the below quote, it will help you to backtrace it.

"When in doubt, I find retracing my steps to be a wise place to begin"- Albus Dumbledore.

Expectations are essential for a certain extend, everyone should need to know their limits!!

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"Your not an option, your my priority"

You might've heard many people saying this in front of their loved ones, to just create this , mere imaginary dreamworld of LOVE!
So you think this is true ?

Love is attraction, adjustment or infatuation ?

There was this wise friend of mine who once said that , " Love and affection which you receive from your parents is the purest and the most soulful form of love you would ever come across in your whole lifetime. Rest of the other wordly love is just this magical potion of adjusment, affection and alot of flactuating expectation"
This hit me hard, that night. Am I in the right kind of love?

Love would be merely attraction most of the times predominantly due to the human law of attraction 😂 - always judge a book by it's cover likewise by their appearance which almost leads to infatuation category!

True Love ??

Now that is some miracle !

You get to hate them initially or ignore them or don't want to see them, but observing their behavior and their good nature you dive into their soul, and then , their is no way out!

Sometimes, you just get to listen to their story, you may feel that I've just listened to her story how did I end up falling in love with her ?

Love is full of uncertainty! It's all about how you balance your relationship which gives your partner a promising gut feeling that he is the one!

#LiveLoveLife
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Attraction!!

This is the one word with which universe is revolving !
Coming from law of attraction to attraction towards men and women !

Your first impression will be assessed based on your looks, later on how you behave!

What I feel is that the current human attraction behavior have become a biggest stereotype, mostly they prefer looks, it’s not always “Never judge a book by it’s cover” 😂😂

Unfortunately!! it’s always like, people are judged by their cover 👏.

Maybe in the longer period i.e., if we get to travel with them, then we will assess the person but to be precise human attraction is tote based on looks.

But sadly this is irony of the current world!

Maybe this writing gives you a biased opinion about the writer, but this writing is truly based on inspiration/pain of fellow human who wants to let out their feelings on how they feel or their insecurities which caused them trauma right from their childhood which haunts them till  date!

I would request you to ask yourself this question, did we not feel in this way or behave in this way ?

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In this current e-society, you could see the young generation are much engaged with social media and If you look at each profile they've close 2k friends/followers. But are they really connected ?

Forget about reality, at least virtually are they connected ? 

No, I myself have 500+ friends I hardly get to talk to them 🤦 not even a single person but all these are unrealistic.

Always surround yourself with people who knows your worth, you don't have to talk everyone in your life at least one person who appreciate you for exactly who you are and who values you for what you are, irrespective of flaws :)💛

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