Another Day - 2

I’ve started understanding her instead of listening to her and my care towards her increased day by day.

I still remember how we used to fight, I never used to do any task given by her on time. I never attended the meetings nor the sessions and this routes me to one of the memory.

One day I had a bad argument with one of my colleague and at the same time she asked me out for lunch as usual but I denied it, but She tried to convince me by baiting with chicken biryani but I didn’t agree to go with her.

After sometime, I went out for lunch where I ended up facing her with a serious gesture as she already saw me coming, post returning to my desk I’d started receiving taunting in such a way that I can’t even imagine.

She started calling up all her friends and started complaining about me that “I’ve invited him for lunch but he didn’t come, that too I’d asked for eating biryani, however he ended up going with someone”. I was startled and I’m not sure why is she doing like that even, then I realized that she was angry on me.

As a compensation I’d been ended up with a annoying deal which I still regret till today, task is to get my eye lashes coated with mascara and on top of that a photoshoot and the worst part is I was okay with it which I generally don’t do.

Next day I’ve ended up giving her earrings to make peace between us, she loved it and in return she asked me why did you choose to give me these earrings which has Buddha on it, you wondered I’ll be on peace terms with you? If you give me earrings which symbolizes peace.

No, I replied, I rather want you to be in peace with yourself as I sense lot of pain behind your smile which I don’t like as it never suits you by gazing into her eyes and yes I was able to see the pure smile on her face without any pain behind.

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Another Day - 1

Another Day!

I wake up every morning with the same Dream.
Even though the dream always had a happy ending, I wake-up by wiping my eyes and with a regret. Regretting and cautioning myself that the Dream should never occur.

My Human Instincts always had one craving, to live the life with the love of my life. Which always had a happy start and end with an un-expected dramatic end.

Then this lady entered into my life as a Stranger, connected by a common interest. However, the connection didn’t last long. One fine day that lady disappeared.

Life gives us all sort of experiences, I get to meet her again with a conversation and that convo made me to stay away from her.

I ask myself this question always, If you get to meet someone twice it’s Coincidence, but what if you meet that person again? Is it coincidence?

No its destiny!

The day has come where I get to talk to her again but We’re in two different parts of the world, still the previous conversations made me sort of put boundaries between us.

Somehow the boundaries broke between us and we’ve become friends. Whenever I notice her I’ve sensed pain and agony behind her smile which is always been a mystery until the day when she unveiled the reason behind it.

When she told me about it, I was melted by the love and affection she poured towards the person she cared for. From that day I’ve started liking her even more.

Days passed and my care towards her increased exponentially and  somehow started wondering why can’t I get that  love and care in my life.

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Nature is beautiful,  It can create things and destroy things!

The most critical, beautiful and sensitive creation of Nature is Women! I Sometimes have this feel that nature is reincarnated as WOMEN.

Women, just like the nature she can create and destroy if she want.

Women is termed as symbol of beauty, love, pleasant things, sexuality, inspirations for poetry, sadness, almost everything and anything because they are the essence for everything.

Women can create, I meant give birth.

For that process God has created this menstrual cycle, till my college time I was not aware about what menstrual cycle. Maybe due to my environment where we are prohibited to talk about it and been considered as not a good vibe, once I’d witnessed  my cousin lying on the bed and weeping by closing her face with the blanket and I’d no idea about it.

One day I was curious about it wondering why it is considered in that way, then I’ve received explanation from my friend in this way “women’s belly is the source and fuel for the baby when she is pregnant, so monthly wise it should be cleaned. Yes, it has lot of pain involved in it but yes women take it as blessing”.

Since, then my thoughts changed about menstrual cycle. This is the time women should treated with utmost care and love because the pain which they undergo is tremendous.

A month has got 30days and out of which 5days will be their menstrual cycle, with pre and post impact of another 10days and It will sums up to total 15 days.

How will a baby or a kid will be irritated if they urinate in their pants, imagine women have to go with those sanitary pads and with immense pain at that period.

During this 15 days their partners should take good care of them, oblige to them and rest of the 15days they will do whatever you want and you don’t even have to ask for it.

Take care of women like a rose, every petal is precious and beautiful!

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Anger ! Hatred !

Once I had a conversation with my well-wishers regarding these two principal feelings. He started in this way.

Anger and hatred, they will come into existence only due to Love !

Love is it is basic essence of everything!
You’ll show love to living and non living things!

You love rose flower, that’s why you nurture and take good care of rose plant.

You love your parents, siblings, your partner and friend.

You love your clothing, accessories, everything you use and everything you desire to you.

You love money as well.

But when does hated and anger come into picture? When does a person start hating other? When does a person get angry on someone?

Based on my perspective these feelings are provoked by love meter!

Then out of my surprise, I’ve asked what is a love meter?

Then he explained me with an amazing example, did your mother ever get angry on you when you were a kid? And what is the reason behind it?

My response was, Yes, she always did! like eat properly, drink properly, walk properly, sit properly!

Then he started explaining me with this question? Is it anger or hatred? Did your mother ever yell at you due to anger or hatred? No, definitely not due to hatred but its because she is angry!

Anger is something you get when have love towards the person. Hatred is something when you no longer love them. !

Then I’ve realized why the Women once I loved was hating me but not angry on me.

If you put efforts and try talking to your loved ones when they are angry they respond, but when the moment they start hating you and they don’t even remember that you exist.

Thank you friend for making me to realize and giving me peace.

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Why do we really want to have sex?

I’m Not sure everyone will have this perceptive!

It’s not only about sex !

It’s the feel we want,

We want to be touched!

We want to be loved!

We want to be admired!

We want to be smiled at!

We want to feel safe!

We want to be cuddled and feel safe!

We want to think in such a way that somebody really likes you!

We want to feel that I’ve got someone with me !

That’s what I feel we desire or seek for!

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I’ve always been your shadow which appear in the bright light that you can never notice it.

I was always sitting  infront of you during those  days, even now sometimes with my uncertain thoughts which you never noticed just like a shadow.

My day, whenever I'm with you wouldn’t have started nor ended by holding your beautiful flowing hair and looking at your beautiful eyes!

Even though I've touched your  hair, you never realized my touch maybe cause you can’t sense the shadow during day!

What happens if you go against the nature or Creation?

Everything will be collapsed and wrecked.

Humans can never exists without a shadow and I can't exist without you !

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Are Angels real ? Why are they considered or termed as the beautiful livings in the universe? Do they really exists ? I never saw one, did anyone witness till today ? Neither I did ?

I was in that impression for many years!

To be frank I didn’t receive any such impression when I saw you for the first time either.

But days passed, I’ve listened to your stories but never understood them cause of my instincts. Slowly, I’ve started understanding you instead of hearing your words.

For then I’ve started judging you and first thing I’ve realised is you apply lot of make up that I can’t even bear it,

• You apply beautiful smile on your lips as lipstick
• You apply charm and beauty on your face as foundation cream.
• You apply the thoughts of everyone’s well being as kajal.

Yes from that moment I saw you I could sense my heart beat lub dub, lub dub and for a second everything was quiet, so quiet that I could hear my breathe!

You always remind me of a Barbie doll wrapped in a box and looking at you will make me forgot that I'm not a kid and want me to become a kid just to admire your beauty !

You are as beautiful as the shooting star, everyone's wish will be fulfilled by looking at your Smile, as it is not less than a shooting star!

Always keep smiling to fulfill our wishes especially mine!

I'll tell you one thing ?

There is nothing wrong comparing you with an angel! Cause I never know how angels look like but looking at you I have high expectations on how angels will be now.

But the descriptions of angel will definitely match to your beauty and charm!

You are a sheer beauty and make me fall in love again and again with you !

Happy Birthday Subbu!

Wishing you more and more happiness god bless you to fulfill all your dreams and aspirations in your life especially becoming a pro model!

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