Another Day - 2

I’ve started understanding her instead of listening to her and my care towards her increased day by day.

I still remember how we used to fight, I never used to do any task given by her on time. I never attended the meetings nor the sessions and this routes me to one of the memory.

One day I had a bad argument with one of my colleague and at the same time she asked me out for lunch as usual but I denied it, but She tried to convince me by baiting with chicken biryani but I didn’t agree to go with her.

After sometime, I went out for lunch where I ended up facing her with a serious gesture as she already saw me coming, post returning to my desk I’d started receiving taunting in such a way that I can’t even imagine.

She started calling up all her friends and started complaining about me that “I’ve invited him for lunch but he didn’t come, that too I’d asked for eating biryani, however he ended up going with someone”. I was startled and I’m not sure why is she doing like that even, then I realized that she was angry on me.

As a compensation I’d been ended up with a annoying deal which I still regret till today, task is to get my eye lashes coated with mascara and on top of that a photoshoot and the worst part is I was okay with it which I generally don’t do.

Next day I’ve ended up giving her earrings to make peace between us, she loved it and in return she asked me why did you choose to give me these earrings which has Buddha on it, you wondered I’ll be on peace terms with you? If you give me earrings which symbolizes peace.

No, I replied, I rather want you to be in peace with yourself as I sense lot of pain behind your smile which I don’t like as it never suits you by gazing into her eyes and yes I was able to see the pure smile on her face without any pain behind.

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Another Day - 1

Another Day!

I wake up every morning with the same Dream.
Even though the dream always had a happy ending, I wake-up by wiping my eyes and with a regret. Regretting and cautioning myself that the Dream should never occur.

My Human Instincts always had one craving, to live the life with the love of my life. Which always had a happy start and end with an un-expected dramatic end.

Then this lady entered into my life as a Stranger, connected by a common interest. However, the connection didn’t last long. One fine day that lady disappeared.

Life gives us all sort of experiences, I get to meet her again with a conversation and that convo made me to stay away from her.

I ask myself this question always, If you get to meet someone twice it’s Coincidence, but what if you meet that person again? Is it coincidence?

No its destiny!

The day has come where I get to talk to her again but We’re in two different parts of the world, still the previous conversations made me sort of put boundaries between us.

Somehow the boundaries broke between us and we’ve become friends. Whenever I notice her I’ve sensed pain and agony behind her smile which is always been a mystery until the day when she unveiled the reason behind it.

When she told me about it, I was melted by the love and affection she poured towards the person she cared for. From that day I’ve started liking her even more.

Days passed and my care towards her increased exponentially and  somehow started wondering why can’t I get that  love and care in my life.

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Nature is beautiful,  It can create things and destroy things!

The most critical, beautiful and sensitive creation of Nature is Women! I Sometimes have this feel that nature is reincarnated as WOMEN.

Women, just like the nature she can create and destroy if she want.

Women is termed as symbol of beauty, love, pleasant things, sexuality, inspirations for poetry, sadness, almost everything and anything because they are the essence for everything.

Women can create, I meant give birth.

For that process God has created this menstrual cycle, till my college time I was not aware about what menstrual cycle. Maybe due to my environment where we are prohibited to talk about it and been considered as not a good vibe, once I’d witnessed  my cousin lying on the bed and weeping by closing her face with the blanket and I’d no idea about it.

One day I was curious about it wondering why it is considered in that way, then I’ve received explanation from my friend in this way “women’s belly is the source and fuel for the baby when she is pregnant, so monthly wise it should be cleaned. Yes, it has lot of pain involved in it but yes women take it as blessing”.

Since, then my thoughts changed about menstrual cycle. This is the time women should treated with utmost care and love because the pain which they undergo is tremendous.

A month has got 30days and out of which 5days will be their menstrual cycle, with pre and post impact of another 10days and It will sums up to total 15 days.

How will a baby or a kid will be irritated if they urinate in their pants, imagine women have to go with those sanitary pads and with immense pain at that period.

During this 15 days their partners should take good care of them, oblige to them and rest of the 15days they will do whatever you want and you don’t even have to ask for it.

Take care of women like a rose, every petal is precious and beautiful!

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Anger ! Hatred !

Once I had a conversation with my well-wishers regarding these two principal feelings. He started in this way.

Anger and hatred, they will come into existence only due to Love !

Love is it is basic essence of everything!
You’ll show love to living and non living things!

You love rose flower, that’s why you nurture and take good care of rose plant.

You love your parents, siblings, your partner and friend.

You love your clothing, accessories, everything you use and everything you desire to you.

You love money as well.

But when does hated and anger come into picture? When does a person start hating other? When does a person get angry on someone?

Based on my perspective these feelings are provoked by love meter!

Then out of my surprise, I’ve asked what is a love meter?

Then he explained me with an amazing example, did your mother ever get angry on you when you were a kid? And what is the reason behind it?

My response was, Yes, she always did! like eat properly, drink properly, walk properly, sit properly!

Then he started explaining me with this question? Is it anger or hatred? Did your mother ever yell at you due to anger or hatred? No, definitely not due to hatred but its because she is angry!

Anger is something you get when have love towards the person. Hatred is something when you no longer love them. !

Then I’ve realized why the Women once I loved was hating me but not angry on me.

If you put efforts and try talking to your loved ones when they are angry they respond, but when the moment they start hating you and they don’t even remember that you exist.

Thank you friend for making me to realize and giving me peace.

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Why do we really want to have sex?

I’m Not sure everyone will have this perceptive!

It’s not only about sex !

It’s the feel we want,

We want to be touched!

We want to be loved!

We want to be admired!

We want to be smiled at!

We want to feel safe!

We want to be cuddled and feel safe!

We want to think in such a way that somebody really likes you!

We want to feel that I’ve got someone with me !

That’s what I feel we desire or seek for!

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I’ve always been your shadow which appear in the bright light that you can never notice it.

I was always sitting  infront of you during those  days, even now sometimes with my uncertain thoughts which you never noticed just like a shadow.

My day, whenever I'm with you wouldn’t have started nor ended by holding your beautiful flowing hair and looking at your beautiful eyes!

Even though I've touched your  hair, you never realized my touch maybe cause you can’t sense the shadow during day!

What happens if you go against the nature or Creation?

Everything will be collapsed and wrecked.

Humans can never exists without a shadow and I can't exist without you !

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Are Angels real ? Why are they considered or termed as the beautiful livings in the universe? Do they really exists ? I never saw one, did anyone witness till today ? Neither I did ?

I was in that impression for many years!

To be frank I didn’t receive any such impression when I saw you for the first time either.

But days passed, I’ve listened to your stories but never understood them cause of my instincts. Slowly, I’ve started understanding you instead of hearing your words.

For then I’ve started judging you and first thing I’ve realised is you apply lot of make up that I can’t even bear it,

• You apply beautiful smile on your lips as lipstick
• You apply charm and beauty on your face as foundation cream.
• You apply the thoughts of everyone’s well being as kajal.

Yes from that moment I saw you I could sense my heart beat lub dub, lub dub and for a second everything was quiet, so quiet that I could hear my breathe!

You always remind me of a Barbie doll wrapped in a box and looking at you will make me forgot that I'm not a kid and want me to become a kid just to admire your beauty !

You are as beautiful as the shooting star, everyone's wish will be fulfilled by looking at your Smile, as it is not less than a shooting star!

Always keep smiling to fulfill our wishes especially mine!

I'll tell you one thing ?

There is nothing wrong comparing you with an angel! Cause I never know how angels look like but looking at you I have high expectations on how angels will be now.

But the descriptions of angel will definitely match to your beauty and charm!

You are a sheer beauty and make me fall in love again and again with you !

Happy Birthday Subbu!

Wishing you more and more happiness god bless you to fulfill all your dreams and aspirations in your life especially becoming a pro model!

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This image portrays the current situation! If we will get realization about the current situation we can act accordingly else we will never realize it because our creator had buried the bitter truth in us.

The truth about it shall be known to us only when we will think about it and act accordingly else we should keep facing such atrocities!

But are we willing to do ? No we are not !

Not everyone but most of them are not realizing it yet.

Due to that we are noticing more and more increased cases on top of that we've calamities, accidents and many more we are yet to witness !

Answer is within us for every question we seek !

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Chapter 1 : Destiny

I never know life would be full of twists and turns after hearing this wonderful person story!

He shared me his deepest secret which is engraved deep in his heart which remained unknown to the world!

He exploded his secret with me in this way by sitting in the chair with his eyes closed,
I maybe a biggest secret to the entire world but worlds knows me with minuet details about me which I'd portrayed.

Diary, sometimes I ponder the best things happened in my life is you.

You’ve become my happiest companion with whom I share anything and everything cause I’m confident that you never judge me or neither reveal my secret 💓

I always remember the day when I’d started approaching you and I’d shared with you my thoughts and pain about how I’d missed my mother.

But I love this chapter which I'd shared you about this girl, who is the apple of my eye!

I still remember the day, it was a very tired day when I was in my third grade as usual entered into the classroom gazing left and right then I’d realized that I’ve noticed an Angel in the classroom I may be young that point of time but my inner thoughts about sexuality has been invoked in my tender age which gave me a good picture about opposite sex and don’t know how my feelings started budding for her so much that I made sure I sat next to her along with my friend who is another enthusiasts like me who kissed my classmate right in front everyone. However, due to the age he got penalized with minimal punishment and out of the blue he is behind my angels friends.

Since, then I’ve started going behind her with intensified thoughts and feeling about her which however elevated day by day exponentially and continued till 5th grade and post 5th grade due to the infrastructure issue all four of us got scattered but still my angel remained in my thoughts.

I’ve joined in a residential school after that, there I used to chant about her near every dear of mine.

Years passed and my thoughts about her started improvising but I was in a very uncertain state where I was not sure about my thoughts or my evolved feelings for her which hung me into the state of numbness.

I ask myself this question always, If you get to meet someone it’s Coincidence, but what if you meet that person again? Is it coincidence?
No its destiny!

During my seventh grade public examination, it was a very tired day as I’d prepared the entire night for the exam and as usual entered I’ve into the examination hall gazing left and right then I’d realized that I’ve noticed my Angel in the classroom In the same way how I noticed her for the first time.

Looking at her divine presence I’ve realized one thing that it’s destiny and the uncertainty thoughts and feelings are nothing but LOVE.

Yes, I’m in LOVE with her and from then I categorised that she is MINE

Does age and maturity really matters when you are in love ? I don't think so!

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You’ve entered into my heart like a moon and stayed there and became my addiction!

You’ve entered into my heart like a moon an Stayed there forever and risen like a Sun everyday!! 

You’ve entered into my heart like a moon, stayed there and conquered me forever!!

You’ve entered into my heart and showed me what real love feels like!

You’ve entered into my life like candlelight and brightened my life with the light emitting from your smile.

You’ve entered into my heart and made me fall in love with you again and again! 

I love you so much ❤️

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Fear !

It can be classified in many ways!

When I was a kid with a perception that the place where I’m surrounded with four walls is called World and I might have witnessed fear but I didn’t know that it’s fear.

One day I saw my father in a different state which I’ve never noticed till then, later I got to know why he had such new expression on his face as the next day I’d been to my school as usual, then I got a fees reminder!

Then I’ve realized why my father is in such a situation.

My father is a fearsome person who never feared of anything, the moment he got me as his responsibility he started witnessing fear.

Fear that I can’t give him a wonderful life.

Fear that how my future will be.

However, he is successful as per his parameters!

Till then I’ve noticed but never felt.

Years passed, then one fine day I’ve started to feel this sense called FEAR.

Fear of doubtfulness about myself regarding the things I do.

Later it moulded and transformed into a new fear that people won’t believe.

Days passed and I’ve started living with these fears!!

One day I’ve retrospect my thoughts and I’ve found out that if, “I, Myself don’t believe in myself then how do I expect someone to believe in me”.

I’m the only  one who is thinking in this way?? Not at all, 99% of people are with the same thought process in the name of FEAR in some or the other situations.

Everyone are living with the thoughts which requires others acceptance to go ahead with their major activities.

“Believe in yourself and world will believe in you, sorry you don’t require anybody’s acceptance”

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These lines are spoken by my close apprentice!

Don’t know how to express!

Trying to be someone whom I’m not supposed to be!

The world knows me with a different mask, but I live with different thoughts!

My world is simple and fragile and don’t require wars to be wagged to conquer, it can be easily conquered with simple weapon called love.

I’m a person who thrives for love and loved ones, I want to have a joyful and complete life with loved ones but  every time I’ve wonderful beginning because people witness a different me but when they get to see the real me they disappear!

Life is always uncertain and unpredictable.

Like a kid having his ice cream, that moment he is about to eat but it will slip from his hand, here he is about to have it and he’s is so sure about it, but out of the blue he looses it!!

I have no regrets about it, he said.

He also mentioned that I’m a wanderer with a broken map which will take me to various places where I don’t belong, but I’m sure some day I’ll reach you!!!

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Happy Birthday to me!

It will be memorable and unforgettable, not my b’day but this year 2020.

This global pandemic situation taught me many things like, 

What is necessarily needed to lead a life and what is materialistic. 

I find most of the un-realistic other than basic amenities need to survive or lead the life.

How to be with your loved ones, understand them by introspecting the Chores they do on daily basis. 

Also, I did observe many memes which talk about divorce between the couples, then I’ve understand that they never spoke to each other as hardly get or give each other time to interact. 

On the account of this lockdown they’re having enough time to interact to each other.

Be hygienic and live life by taking accountability of things going on around us.

I’m pretty sure it will take couple of days or months for us to swap to the previous version of our living. 

All we’ve to do is adhere the living which we’ve practiced during our lockdown and make our surroundings a better place for living for us and the people around us. 

Lastly, I’m happy and thankful for the surprise birthday bash.

Thanks Rishi, Sameer, Divya, Parth, Himansu , aditi, Shivangi, Harshit, Akash, KD for making it even more memorable! 

Thank-you zindagi! 

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#MyBirthday2020

Clouds are the most imaginative objects.

You can imagine anything and everything by looking at it.

It makes you feel as if you are the creator with your own visions which doesn't require anyone's acceptance 😉

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Just felt in this way! 

If whatever you and i spoke appears on our skin as a tattoo? 

How beautiful are we then ? 

Then according to me, you are the most prettiest and beautiful, I've ever seen so far!

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Why do you look at moon? People ask me very often🙄

Moon reminds me of her ❤️

She is as pretty and brighter as the moon.

Also,  she is as kind as the moon because Moon is the only friend you have during the darkness and She always brightens my Life on the name of Love !

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I always wanted to describe you, but I lack words!

The moment I saw you l felt the sunrise during the night.

Your eyes shines like the moon 🌕

Your smile is as bright as the Sun 🌞

Your smile, it reminds me of crescent moon and the curve on your lips can make anyone smile!

I can’t get you out of my mind.

I have so much left to say to you !

I want to rest my head on your heart and listen to your heartbeat.

I want you to run your fingers on my hair and remain in silence with bundle of happiness  surrounding us in the name of love!

Here we are far away from each other, but thoughts of you make me stronger!

But I fail to be stronger when I'm falling in love with you again and again!

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Why do I like rains??

 Feel of rain is amazing, 

the moment i get drenched in rain, I mean when the rain drops touch me i feel amazed! 


Even though i Shiver the feel is amazing as i feel cold from outside and warm from inside.

Sipping a cup of hot beverage and simultaneously get mesmerized by the cool breeze ❤️! 

I feel like I'm touching the sky ! 


Dew drops dripping from the leaf corners and splashing the water puddles caused due to rain water.

Priceless!


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Yes ! You're loved!

You might never know, your always loved and monitored by people!

You might not realise or they might not show it, but they always do!

Never go for their actions, they might look as if they are not interested in you 😉 but they always care about you, love you and always wants to be with you!

Yes, it's not a joke, you'll be always surrounded by such people and never miss them ❤️

Yes! You are LOVED!!

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In the end ! What did it cost ?

What’s wrong my dear fellow Indians !!

Our government have taken all sort of safety steps and measures just to make India a better place for our living during this pandemic situation.

Learn from your mistakes and yes, our government did follow it by observing the situations and conditions all over world. 
Based on that our government had amended lockdown just for our safety and during that period our government personnel have enacted their duty with due diligence and I’m proud of it and made sure that necessary items are available for the needy and the poor. 

Many human activists and the youth have come forward to serve the needy with necessary needs during this pandemic situation and I’m very happy about it.

Everything was under control and but the moment when government opened the alcohol outlets, people have become outrageous forgot totally about this pandemic situation all they just wanted is alcohol. 

People are standing in the queue without any social distancing and not even worried about the current situation. 

One gentleman answered that I’m okay to die but I need alcohol :( .

I really pity their ignorance and this madness and chaos is promoted in a very splendid way “Drunkard’s are improving our countries revenue”

In the end, what did it cost?

Please wake up! 

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Baby I'm there for you! 

I'm not taking an oath nor pledge to prove that I'm there for you!

 The moment I saw you I got this feeling you are mine, "MINE" and you know how possessive I'm about my people and my belongings and  that to  you are my highest  priority! 

I will be always there to heal your pain, when your in pain!

I will be always there to void your troubles, when your in trouble or fear as I will fight away all your fears! 

I will be always there and will be with you, when your in need!

I will be always there when you need a shoulder to cry, Noooooooo !! I won't let you CRY, I will wipe away all your tears !

I will be always there and no matter what happens, there will be always a smile on your face and I will be the reason for it.

But when your happy, I'll sit back and watch, I'm bit selfish because

"Happiness is watching your smile"

"Your smile is my stress buster" 

"Finally, your love is my destiny and you are my biggest treasure"

It might seem like a oath, but this is me!! For real 💯 !! 

I always feel that meeting you is my dream come true moment. 

I feel like, Genie granting me a wish to have you in my life!  An angel who left heaven just to be with me! 

Mixed feel! 

After reading all this there will be a smile on your face and I'm the reason for it and I'll always be!

With all my love ❤️ waiting for you !

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Stoned

Getting stoned, is this feel the best feel or make you feel better? Maybe !

Why do I ever want to get stoned?

My friend once told me, I always want to get out of my rage which I have towards world not specifically towards the world but the people whom I get to meet there, the people whom i consider them as mine hit me, hit me badly that I can’t imagine!

Stoned is the feeling where i get to let go all my rage? Did I?

Yes ! No ! Maybe ? I’m CONFUSED!!

Yes, I do! I get to forget them, but the rage will alter for a while but I’m still the same later on.

Sometimes, I feel to quit but the feel which I go through, rage free is always something I always wanted it.

But I can’t!

But still I want to get stoned!!

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Why is that I can’t reach you?

Entire universe is pushing me towards you and why, I don’t realize that it’s you?

Due to my ignorance or I’m still stuck in a illusion that it’s a dream.

There is always a thin line of difference between you and me, maybe the boundaries you set yourself around you like a rose surrounded by thorns or I’m wandering in aimless journey even though I’m aware that my destination is you!

Hopefully I’ll find the star which will guide me to my treasure!

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Hugo and alita!

Cry alita, cry as much you can!

The moment you had to let go his hand, tears are shedding out from your eyes and all your pain is visible as your love of your life is going to become memory which you can neither accept nor forget.

It always reminds me this phrase “I’d give you my heart, you take it”! This shows how much you’ve loved and fallen for Hugo, he might be one in this world but for that one(alita) he is everything.

Though you are a cyborg but your love towards Hugo is no less than a human being because your heart is strongest and purest.

You’ve made Chiren to realise that she is a mother and turned a selfish creature like her to human.

Alita, you know Don’t trust anyone as people do terrible things to each other here in any means love, manipulation as everyone around are rogue and not as pure as you because you are as strong as a diamond or a strongest warrior which no one had witnessed till today and have a heart of a angel!

Allita, when Hugo asked you If you could just tell me what those eyes have seen? Your answer was I don’t remember any. But in the end all you can remember is Hugo and his feel when you were rebuild by berserker suit which is so texture sensitive that you can never forget his feel.

Alita, you’ll never be forgotten! Hiding your tears may make you stronger as you’re a warrior but i still remember the same old innocent 300 years old joyful teenage girls face.

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#AlitaHugo

I could say it's all about Expectations!

Any relationship should adhere certain rules except with your parents and should always acknowledge their deeds!

As your partner always expects to be acknowledged for the things they've done for you.

Things not to be done if your in a relationship, never ever think your supreme authority unless your partner is solely thinks in that way about you. 

If one person acknowledges you in that way that doesn't mean that you tend to tag yourself with that supremacy which literally makes you a fool sitting on a ignorance throne and start ruling from there with that narcissist crown on your head expecting everyone to behave like that 😂😂.

If you still don't know what went wrong then read the below quote, it will help you to backtrace it.

"When in doubt, I find retracing my steps to be a wise place to begin"- Albus Dumbledore.

Expectations are essential for a certain extend, everyone should need to know their limits!!

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"Your not an option, your my priority"

You might've heard many people saying this in front of their loved ones, to just create this , mere imaginary dreamworld of LOVE!
So you think this is true ?

Love is attraction, adjustment or infatuation ?

There was this wise friend of mine who once said that , " Love and affection which you receive from your parents is the purest and the most soulful form of love you would ever come across in your whole lifetime. Rest of the other wordly love is just this magical potion of adjusment, affection and alot of flactuating expectation"
This hit me hard, that night. Am I in the right kind of love?

Love would be merely attraction most of the times predominantly due to the human law of attraction 😂 - always judge a book by it's cover likewise by their appearance which almost leads to infatuation category!

True Love ??

Now that is some miracle !

You get to hate them initially or ignore them or don't want to see them, but observing their behavior and their good nature you dive into their soul, and then , their is no way out!

Sometimes, you just get to listen to their story, you may feel that I've just listened to her story how did I end up falling in love with her ?

Love is full of uncertainty! It's all about how you balance your relationship which gives your partner a promising gut feeling that he is the one!

#LiveLoveLife
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Attraction!!

This is the one word with which universe is revolving !
Coming from law of attraction to attraction towards men and women !

Your first impression will be assessed based on your looks, later on how you behave!

What I feel is that the current human attraction behavior have become a biggest stereotype, mostly they prefer looks, it’s not always “Never judge a book by it’s cover” 😂😂

Unfortunately!! it’s always like, people are judged by their cover 👏.

Maybe in the longer period i.e., if we get to travel with them, then we will assess the person but to be precise human attraction is tote based on looks.

But sadly this is irony of the current world!

Maybe this writing gives you a biased opinion about the writer, but this writing is truly based on inspiration/pain of fellow human who wants to let out their feelings on how they feel or their insecurities which caused them trauma right from their childhood which haunts them till  date!

I would request you to ask yourself this question, did we not feel in this way or behave in this way ?

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In this current e-society, you could see the young generation are much engaged with social media and If you look at each profile they've close 2k friends/followers. But are they really connected ?

Forget about reality, at least virtually are they connected ? 

No, I myself have 500+ friends I hardly get to talk to them 🤦 not even a single person but all these are unrealistic.

Always surround yourself with people who knows your worth, you don't have to talk everyone in your life at least one person who appreciate you for exactly who you are and who values you for what you are, irrespective of flaws :)💛

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